Thursday, August 13, 2015

Scooby Doo Where Are You?

Posted by Kody at Skinny Sized at Thursday, August 13, 2015 0 comments Links to this post

I could lie and tell you that I have JUST been busy. The truth is I have been busy but the lie would come in that that was my only problem. In all honesty I have not been motivated to do anything… nothing at all. I don’t work out, and I don’t watch what I eat and I don’t do squat.

I think I am a little depressed. I can’t find a job which hurts my heart. I spent thousands and thousands of dollars on an education that has left me unemployed. It makes me so sad. I don’t feel like getting up in the morning, I don’t want to exercise, and I have no desire to count a calorie. It’s pathetic, but it’s honest and it’s honestly me.

I am so ready for my life to move forward right now it just hangs there in the middle of no place, going no place, and getting nowhere. I see my life ticking by and nothing is changing. I feel like a total failure. I could have been in this same place without going to college. I have been on one interview and never heard a thing back. I guess they didn’t want me either.

I pray and I pray for something to give. I ask Jesus to help me and put me where I should be. For some reason nothing changes. I just keep hanging on and hanging on…

I am sorry I have been MIA I just don’t have anything good to report or bad for that matter other than the fact that I am not doing well. I hope you all are doing better than I am…

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