Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Weighting on Life Wednesday: Being a Joiner!

Posted by Kody at Skinny Sized at Wednesday, June 10, 2015

There are so many things in life I realize I have either missed out on or continue to miss out on because of my weight. One of those things is joining in on life…

I know that sounds ambiguous but it’s really true. So much of my life I have allowed to slip away and not take part in because my weight was holding me back. I never joined in on anything because I was fearful of being judged. I didn’t think I had a chance at anything so what was the point?

I never joined any plays in school, never tried out for musicals, or anything athletic. Obviously sports were out for me. No one wants the fat girl trying to run around the bases. Plays and musicals were out too because I figured unless they were looking for a fat person they were not looking for me. I could never join drill team or cheerleading because I was fat I didn’t even date much in school because I wasn’t wanted. OK so I don’t know if I was wanted or not but I certainly would have given off the vive not to bother me. I had that protective thing going on.

It make me sad that I have allowed something that could so easily be changed (so to speak) alter my life so much…

I missed out on a lot so far in my life. Sadly, it continues today…  I miss out on things every day. I am looking forward to the day that my weight does not hold me back. I still have a long way to go but I will get there. I am ready to be happy and I am ready to be sit free from this cage of fat!

Thinking about all that you are missing out on or have missed out on certainly gives you pause to think and just might give you a reason to make better decisions… 

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