Sadly this past week was a miserable failure. I lost weight, not a lot, but some. I am not sure how. I would seriously be fibbing if I said it was even remotely good or that I was expecting a loss because I wasn’t. I have no clue how that even happened. I suppose I shouldn’t question it but I do.
I just don’t get it. You know what I mean. You have a horrible week and you lose and a great week and you don’t lose or gain. I swear the body plays terrible mind games with you.
I am so disappointed in myself. No matter what I did I just couldn’t get into it. The week was a mess. We had tropical storm Bill roll in on Monday and Tuesday. Wednesday was a sleep all day kind of day. Thursday my husband had two job interviews that I waited in the car for him while he was in there. Nope even after my husband living in this city for 10 years he is still not comfortable going to certain areas he is unfamiliar with. No biggy I didn’t mind the down time. Thursday was also his birthday then Friday we had another sleep all day sort of day. The week was not productive at all. A ton of rain, and humidity. No excuses just a fact! No blame except on myself. All I have wanted to do is eat this week.
My food was also terrible. One night we had Frito pies, one night pizza, and way WAY too many burgers! Well you get the point the list goes on. I am just embarrassed! I think what upsets me even more is the fact that my husband and I have been plans for Halloween and I would really love to wear a cute costume but the fact of the matter is that if I don’t lose weight I won’t get to wear anything cute again… so basically it comes down to either getting my shit together or losing out on another awesome thing that could happen…
On a bright note my husband bought me a polar heart rate monitor and one for himself too. We are both pretty excited about it. I am going to start using it today. I would love any feedback you might have.
Nothing has changed on the job front… I am still looking… shesh I feel like such a loser right now in all aspects of life! Oh well here is to a new week!!