Yes, it’s been at least a week since I have posted. A lot of stuff has happened in a week. In a week I finished finals, and I graduated from college. Those are crying words in my book. I am no kid I am 38 so college should have been done for me in 2000 like all of my other friends. I have always been late to the party. I could go on and on as to why they graduated before I did but it’s not the time or place so instead I will move on and move forward.
So for me graduation day was totally bitter sweet. The graduating was awesome the squeezing my fat ass in the gown was not so sweet. Ugh! It was tight and uncomfortable and just simply miserable. Yep it was bad. It didn’t look terrible but it was not a happy thing to be squished into.
At one point I heard it rip around the zipper. Just about 1 inch from the gown and the zipper but nothing anyone would even notice. I have to admit it scared the crap out of me. The awesome part was hearing someone much smaller say the same thing. One size fits all is a joke because it does not fit all it fits most or even some…
I think it was a rude eye opener to reality. It made me feel so sad that once again here I am at another “happiest day of my life” situation and I am fat and miserable around tiny little people. SIGH! So any-who the good news is I will have some stress relief coming up because school is over. Until I decide to go to grad school but I am not looking to that until maybe the spring. I am in need of a major break.
I am committed to getting my life back now. I am ready to give 100% because I am so tired of being me. I was so exhausted after graduation. I just wanted it to all be over. Now that it’s over I am happy to be moving on and being free!
The good news is I have broken my soda habit. I have no desire at all for it. Even when I drink it i feel nothing. I have been drinking water by the butt load and loving it! That is a great accomplishment especially during finals and a ton of stress!
I hope you are all doing well. I will try to post a weigh in on Sunday to get everything started. I am starting up on Monday because I have a graduation dinner and so on going on this weekend and sadly the food choice will be made for me and limited.