Wow the last three days have been nothing but failure. It all started with no having any veggies on hand for juicing, then when I finally got them I ended up being late on dinner then dinner became pizza which somehow lead to the next day which meant I binged on everything I could get my hands on then yesterday my husband once again brought pizza home and ice cream.
No more! I am over it I finally told him no more too… help me not hurt me. I could tell he felt horrible. To be honest with you I hadn’t really convey to him that I was trying to take care of myself again. I just flew under the radar because sometimes I feel like telling him and the family brings too much attention to it and I end up failing because everything is so concerned or they make me feel weird if I eat something that they don’t consider being part of the weight loss spectrum.
I am kind of going light at it at this moment because I am in the middle of finals with graduation literally I week away so I am not being hard on myself because I am way overloaded and stressed so I am not being critical or too anal.
After the 17th though it’s on and I mean on! I will have time to workout and cook and do all the things I have been wanting to do for month. This has honestly been a problem since November when I fell off the wagon. School has been insane since then. The last two semester of college what do you expect right?
I am still doing my juicing and have it all ready for the day. For dinner tonight we will be having fajita chicken and maybe a big salad. At least that is what I am having. Everyone else will have other things too probably like maybe some corn and beans.
I am thinking of using the macro system when I go full force after graduation. So far I don’t really understand how it all works but I hope to find some information when I have time too. I hope you guys are all doing well. I am super happy to report that I had a sip of soda yesterday and the taste to me was horrible. I have been drinking a ton of water and drinking my fresh carrot apple juice. Loving it!