This week was pretty much a nightmare from word go. I am exhausted and yet I still have a long week ahead and it’s Friday night. How is that possible right?
As my college graduation gets closer life has gotten crazier. I never thought the time would come when I was finally going to be done as a student. I am honestly tired. Tired mentally, physically, and emotionally. Just plain tired…
My mom had her check-up to make sure she was still cancer free a few days ago and I honestly didn’t know if I was going to ever get through that day. I swear the wait is the longest day of your life. Praise Jesus she is doing well. Watching the other people waiting in the doctor’s office going through what she went through a few years ago was tough. I remember those feelings and that blank look on your face. I remember everything but it’s going to be OK… you are in Jesus’s hands.
I had a test this week that almost broke me and got a grade back that did. I had a professor promise to help me and a husband that did. So many tears flowed this week and well so did Aunt Flow to explain all the tears. Lucky me!
I keep telling myself 20 more days… just 20 more days…. College was 1460 days + what’s 20 more? I can do this. I have a final tomorrow (Saturday) morning. A test on Tuesday… then one on May 4, 9, and two on the 12th then I graduate on the 14! Things are going to get crazier than they already are.
As for the weight loss front I stepped on the scale on Monday and believe I lost 5 pounds but the problem is that I was half asleep and forgot the number by the time I got dressed and realized I forgot the number no way was I getting undressed again. I must admit I was pleased with what I saw.
I am hoping to lose 10 pounds in the next 20 days. I know a bit extreme but probably not for someone my size. Anyway I hope you are all day well!! Happy weekend!!