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Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Posted by Kody at Skinny Sized at Tuesday, March 31, 2015
So far this week I have been doing a lot of purging. Not what I have eaten (eww) but my house. I think part of my biggest issues the last few months has been not feeling in control. Not just with food but all aspects of life.
To say my house is a mess is probably and understatement. I have pets so I am always fighting cat hair on hardwood floors. That is the never ending battle. My cats have been passing a bug around so I have been cleaning up a lot of cat puke and well the list goes on of all the mess around here. It's probably not as bad as it feels but once again. I don't feel in control.
I decided this week wouldn't be so much focusing on calories, more like eating sensible and getting things accomplished. I have done a lot so far. I have the kitchen cleaned, most of the laundry done and I have gotten a ton of stuff ready to be donated. Today I plan to steam the floors which will not only look good but feel good too. I am happy with my efforts so far this week.
I am getting a menu plan together for my fresh start. Tomorrow is April 1st and did I tell you that today is 7 months until Halloween wahoo yes I love Halloween and this year my husband is taking me on vacation for Halloween so I am pretty excited. Also tomorrow means 45 days until graduation! I am pretty excited about that too!! I hope you all are having a great week so far. Check out my new series of post tomorrow!
Sunday, March 29, 2015
Posted by Kody at Skinny Sized at Sunday, March 29, 2015
I feel like I have been on this weight loss journey for my entire life... How sad is that? At what point will I decide to get my crap together or simply stop worrying over it and move on? I am kind of tired of myself...
Maybe it seems cliché because I am saying it but I am ready to move on and move forward. Last summer I did so well and lost 45 pounds then somehow between thanksgiving and today I have gained most of it back...again...how sad ...?
I have a lot of huge events coming up this year that I would like to look presentable for like graduation, a new job, a concert, a Halloween party in New Orleans, and a wedding... Big things at least to me!
I know losing 100 pounds between now and Halloween may seem unrealistic but when you would still weight almost 200 pounds I don't think that's too much but it is a lot of work and it would mean a ton of dedication. I don't know if I can do it but I also know it's worth a try. Let's be honest when you need to lose as much as I do anything will be better than where I am today. There are still 215 days until I leave for NOLA.
It makes me sad that for graduation pictures I will still look this horrible but then again I have no one to blame but myself for that one. I am the one who allowed the last few months send me right back to where I started or at least close. I chose this path of destruction...
I am putting my best food forward today and moving on… I hope if you haven't already done so that you will move on with me.
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