When I started this blog it was with the intention that everything in life would go smoothly … you know because that always happens right? Well of course that didn’t happen.
After Halloween life went insane because of finals and then the holidays and blah …blah… blah. Here it is almost February and I still haven’t gotten my butt on track 100%. I have been trying to bring back more fruits and vegetables into my diet and I gave up diet soda. That was a hard one but it can be done.
Now like I said it’s almost February and here I am still standing still and UP at least 15 pounds. How sad is that? It is but I am being honest at the same time.
Yesterday was the first time in weeks that I worked out. It felt horrible but I did it. Slowly but surly I am getting back in the swing of things only one thing at a time I am afraid. I will get there I know. I am trying not to put so much pressure on myself or set these crazy goals.
In all honesty I think crazy goals are what made me go on a bender. I had these major expectations for myself to have a certain amount of weight off by Christmas. This was in an effort to prove to a family member that she isn’t right about me. Sadly, we was right because I never made my goal, in fact, I actually gained by Christmas. Kind of sad if you ask me.
Anyway, that’s the past…. Moving forward…
I hope you will move forward with me!