Today I was looking back on my MyFitnessPal Weigh in History and I must admit it made me really sad to look at it. Week after week, month after, here I am with the same weight in’s bouncing back and forth. It’s embarrassing.
For years now, most of my life actually, I have been dealing with this weight loss/gain drama in my life and I hate it. When you grow up in a big family where almost everyone is big it’s easy to allow yourself to spin out of control and I did to the fullest.
I have been out of control since I was 10 years old. Talk about taking a toll on my body. The lowest weigth I have seen in years is 281.2 and that was almost 2 years ago!
When I met my husband I was 250 then over the last 9 plus years I have ballooned up to 310 pounds (my highest) and now I am in the process of working my way down….
I don’t want it anymore…. Someone else can have it!