Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Swimsuits? Yep I Want One!

Posted by Kody at Skinny Sized at Wednesday, October 30, 2013

There are a few things off the top of my head that I know losing weight would make possible. One of my biggest desires is to be able to wear a swimsuit again. I love to swim. I am practically a fish I love it so much. The truth is I haven’t put a suite on in years because I don’t want anyone to see me.

I want to be invisible most of the time. Putting on something that shows skin is not exactly on my radar. I live just minutes from the beach but I never go because I don’t want the reminders that I am too embarrassed to be seen there.


Even if you are not in a swimsuit the last thing people want is to see is a fat person walking the beach. They give you weird looks like you are not welcome because you don’t fit in. You are not part of their group because you can’t wear what they wear and even if you did they certainly don't want to look at you wearing it.


You can only imagine how silly I probably looked this past summer when I was walking the beach in jeans while everyone else was frolicking around in their cute suits. Somedays are more humiliating than others and that was certainly one of them.
 

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